I am in all honesty, one of the most stupid people who exist on planet earth.
I believe in people and trust them to levels wherein they can hurt me deeply.
I refuse to lose hope, until all energy is drained out of me.
I refuse to confront, and it is understood as I am incapable of a retort.
I cannot ‘draw a line’ between frienship and professionalism
Not matter how much I try, I cannot talk less.
I am always open to be taken advantage of, time and again without any learnings.
If I could only wake up one morning, strong and brave and unaffected by the trivia called people who I have given the opportunity to make me feel this way.
If only I could block out their voices and words and pretend as though they do not exist.
If only I could throw away all that I thought were memories of happier times, but in reality, is just a charade.
To more trials and suppressed anger which I wish I can emerge from as stronger and more confident.