So this is where it gets difficult and bare-it-all.
So I’ll make it quick.
I’m struggling with a couple of things at this point in life. One which is the most disturbing to me, is the lack of direction.
It is not just something trivial that I’m fussing about, but a matter of consequential importance to me.
Over the past ten years, I have grown to become a person who find it exceedingly important to be involved in something meaningful at the workplace, and make things count. I am often told of the grass is greener philosophy, but whatever I do, I need to be an enriching experience. Either I learn new things occasionally, or I meet interesting people, or both.
In my field of work, this is true more than ever. The industry has the same few core principles, but with every changing client and project – one is subjected to a whole new learning sphere – something that I aspire to achieve in the future. To do this, I have to be a part of the industry, where it is the most dynamic. Which is, as I know it – Europe and the Americas.
It is a struggle to imagine how I would manage to convince a company to hire someone with experience in India and the Middle East to handle clients with varying mindsets, and of course a place where media ethics are nothing like what I know. Although I am more than confident about my abilities and sound communication management capabilities, its a difficult zone to be in.
I don’t have a heading. I don’t know what I will do next. I don’t even know whether I will be able to survive out of the comfort zone.
On the lookout for that silver lining.