May 9, 2011

Stupid

I am in all honesty, one of the most stupid people who exist on planet earth. I believe in people and trust them to levels wherein they can hurt me deeply.I refuse to lose hope, until all energy is drained out of me.I refuse to confront, and it is understood as I am incapable of a retort.I cannot ‘draw a line’ between frienship and professionalismNot matter how much I try, I cannot talk less.I am always open to be taken advantage of, time and again without any learnings. If I could only wake up one morning, strong and brave and unaffected by the trivia called people who I have given…

April 20, 2011

Shit

A post I came across and had to share. Couldnt be a more precise reflection of my thoughts and that of several around me. Not to forget to mention my affinity with the title of the post. “I work at a shit agency(aka firm).The client treats us as shit.My work timings are shit.We do shitty work.Management is shit.The pay is shit.It’s in a shitty neighborhood.Our new business record is shit.It’s shit.” –Hundreds of thousands of client servicing people from around the world. As Churchill said “If you’re going through hell the best thing to do is just keep going.” I don’t think one can get better advice anywhere than that…

December 30, 2010

( ng g r)

Anger is the point where all sense stops. Have heard of the experience from several people; when angry, most of the things done or said are regretted either immediately or later. But that doesn’t stop people from being angry, for others to be responsible for causing that anger, or at times to egg on the cause. The management of the said anger is the key. How does one control or divert the anger? Should it be diverted at all? Is it not better to get it out of the system permanently? Just the other day I was having this hour long conversation with a friend on how anger could be…

December 9, 2010

Ramblings of the troubled mind

Have you ever had the feeling of non-belonging? The very same one which makes you feel as though everything’s lost. That palace of playing cards that you’ve been building for as long as you can remember has just been knocked over by a gush of wind, and it has all been undone. Living in a world where everyone’s a stranger. What it does to your morale when you find yourself trying hard to be something you are not. And imagine doing that every day, just to belong. Just to feel like a part of what’s happening, and fit into something that others have created and been a part of. I…

December 6, 2010

Observation chronicles

Increasingly, the human race is heading towards loner-ville. Several discussions and studies of behavioral patterns have proven that each individual is increasingly enhancing their belief in the sanity within oneself. Self sufficiency has an all new definition with regard to the disregard of people around oneself as thanks to technology and other distractions; we supposedly no longer need people around us. Well, it’s pleasant if they exist and show themselves from time to time, but permanently, being alone rocks. Or does it? If you ask me, basis my observations, it is all about the mood: 1.Today I feel full of love. I shall smile upon the world around me, and…

September 23, 2010

Fleeting

Happiness is fleeting. As is any other feeling. Sometimes it feels like that the choices we make are the most difficult things we do. To be able to understand why we subject ourselves to the T junction at all is what I contemplate. Why cannot it be, that we find a solution wherein we do not have to sacrifice what we want as well as what is expected of us. It is breathtaking what one will do to ensure that they are perceived well by their fellows. It is important to ‘adjust’, to ‘fit in’, to do something in the lines of what is established as a standard practice. Why…