March 17, 2011

Sinking

There have been so many days when I have sat and stared at the ‘New Post’ page, felt a flush of things I would like to let out, and ended up not being able to write anything.

However, things are rather morose and have been looking down, through the past few weeks. Highlights:

I missed yet another trip to the Taj Mahal

I have yet again, been rendered homeless

I am going to be alone on Holi

I can feel the summers coming back

I am, for the first time in my life, regretting a career decision

I am giving up on people

I have not used my camera, apart from office birthdays and training sessions

I am not losing weight, or learning how to drive

I feel completely wasted and angry all the time

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The most important thing to me just now is that I am sinking, and there’s nothing to hold on to.

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  1. i read the title as skiing first 😛

    okay now. *rubs his hands, rolls up sleeves*

    holi gathering happening at dwarka. you might consider going.

    homeless again?? you could put that as a talent in your CV!

    Taj Mahal, the last i heard, hadn't moved!

    Charity begins at home. So could camera use!

    Summers. In gurgaon. All the best 😀

    Learning driving and losing weight shouldn't be done together. They kind of defeat each other's purposes 😛

    Okay. End of free ka advice. Further stuff available at appropriate charges 😛

    Oh! And btw, I have about 20 "drafts" in my account, lying in that stage since god-knows-when 😛

  2. Adding to your pal there:

    I missed yet another trip to the Taj Mahal:
    So what, there's always Goa to look forward to 😀

    I have yet again, been rendered homeless:
    Being on the move is rather good, keeps on on ur toes and u get to know the city so much better, bear the trouble for a bit

    I am going to be alone on Holi:
    Guess what, so what is the other half of the world..no biggie, if it comes down to it put some colour on the face and enjoy a cold one with ur feet up

    I can feel the summers coming back:
    That I have no cure for, but a stronger regulator wudn't hurt wud it

    I am, for the first time in my life, regretting a career decision:
    That is my thought every 2min of life now, doesn't stop you from enjoying the other 1438mins in a day

    I am giving up on people:
    That's not all good but giving up on certain people just might make u feel a lot lighter, so good on u for deciding ur bunch

    I have not used my camera, apart from office birthdays and training sessions:
    I can say the same about my camera, my guitar, my cycle, my pressure cooker,my clothes scrubber and my blank canvas….wanna race??

    I am not losing weight, or learning how to drive:
    By thinking so much ull lose half of it anyway, the driving bit u need free roads, free time and a free mind..all three look scarce right now but ull find the time wen the time is right

    I feel completely wasted and angry all the time:
    That can be solved by sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many things that I dont even know where to start

    There all sorted, bring the next lot on now

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