There have been so many days when I have sat and stared at the ‘New Post’ page, felt a flush of things I would like to let out, and ended up not being able to write anything.
However, things are rather morose and have been looking down, through the past few weeks. Highlights:
I missed yet another trip to the Taj Mahal
I have yet again, been rendered homeless
I am going to be alone on Holi
I can feel the summers coming back
I am, for the first time in my life, regretting a career decision
I am giving up on people
I have not used my camera, apart from office birthdays and training sessions
I am not losing weight, or learning how to drive
I feel completely wasted and angry all the time
The most important thing to me just now is that I am sinking, and there’s nothing to hold on to.